I hold a lot of secrets. Even anonymously, it's extremely difficult to type the words. Secrets are a weapon to be used against you. I told my psychologist that if he wrote anything down I said, I would never tell him the truth or reveal my secrets to him. He is the only person on … Continue reading Secrets
Sorry and forgiveness are ridiculous concepts created by the guilty to alleviate their own guilt for hurting someone. It does nothing for the injured party. By apologizing, they escape the consequences of the hurtful action, whether they are actually sorry or not. The words "I'm sorry" are just that. Words. They evaporate into thin air the … Continue reading Sorry and Forgiveness
In a perfect world, we would have been married happily ever after. In a perfect world, he would have loved me more than he loved himself, more than his own life. In a perfect world he would have nurtured the light at the center of my being until it was a great roaring fire that … Continue reading Perfect World
Are we capable of choosing to be evil or is it a mental illness? The National Alliance on Mental Illness defines mental illness as a condition that affects a person's thinking, feeling, or mood. Evil is defined as profound immorality, wickedness, and depravity. That implies that evil is a choice. I would consider serial … Continue reading Evil: a mental illness or choice?
Roast turkey, mashed potatoes, gravy, cornbread stuffing, cranberries, cinnamon rolls with thick sweet icing, candied carrots, homemade apple, cherry, and pumpkin pies with vanilla bean ice cream Thanksgiving 1988 and I made everything the old fashioned way with my own two hands in our tiny apartment. It was a lot of food and I had … Continue reading Cranberries and Craziness