I hold a lot of secrets. Even anonymously, it's extremely difficult to type the words. Secrets are a weapon to be used against you. I told my psychologist that if he wrote anything down I said, I would never tell him the truth or reveal my secrets to him.  He is the only person on … Continue reading Secrets

Being Nothing

You internally battle yourself every day.  You wonder who you are because you never had an opportunity to find out.  You have low self esteem.  Your sense of self worth doesn't just suddenly rise because you climbed out of the hole. Those dirt walls still surround you.  You struggle every minute of every hour of … Continue reading Being Nothing