I hold a lot of secrets. Even anonymously, it's extremely difficult to type the words. Secrets are a weapon to be used against you. I told my psychologist that if he wrote anything down I said, I would never tell him the truth or reveal my secrets to him.  He is the only person on … Continue reading Secrets


Criticism and Judgement

Being married to a bipolar/mentally ill person is being constantly judged, condemned blamed, and criticized. Everything you do is looked down on with harsh disapproval.  You become brainwashed.  It's the constant drip, drip, drip of the faucet.  Fault is found in every word you speak.  You become mute. You are trapped in your silent mind, … Continue reading Criticism and Judgement