Every single thought in your head goes through a process before you have a visible reaction or speak a single word. It doesn’t matter how harmless or mundane the thought is. You are on autopilot thinking and rethinking every possible reaction he could possibly have. So your face is simply a blank mask. Your eyes show nothing. You wear a poker face. You reflect his thoughts and opinions and smile when he smiles, laugh when he laughs, and agree with his every emotion. You aren’t allowed your own with thoughts, feelings, and emotions. You are a reflection of him at all times, even when he is not present.You are a mindless robot programmed to his pleasure. The irony is you can never please him. Nothing about you makes him happy. You are a burden.